Rule of 1/3's?!

There are three, and only three, things that I care about from this day on: What I eat, How I sleep and the patterns involved therein, and being in love and interpreting when that is and is not happening. I need to obsess about what I eat, because what I eat is directly related to everything else that happens to my body and how I perceive my mood to be. If I eat well I will be energetic and generally tackle a days 'work' with whole-hearted zeal and a thirst for accomplishment. This I know, because I see it day in and day out without actually paying too much heed to it. Sleep is similarly affecting. However, lack of sleep usually results in a dizzying sort of swirling near-drunkenness that sometimes can be pleasing, unlike not eating, which usually results in a headache and a certainly uncomfortable mood. Even though a full nights rest can be mentally clarifying and productive, it seems to hinder my creativity. I don't have to disassociate normal, concrete facts and emotions and then re-associate them abstractly in a sort of synesthesia. Which, is usually what any feeling of creativity is a result of. And, finally, Love is... Well what is love really? And, what is this need that we, or I, have for it? Is it comfort? Do we need to know that we are needed, as people, and only as ourselves for who we are? Or do we just need to service someone else? Either way, those options have similar ends and means. Maybe those aren't the reasons at all, and love is that lofty thing that Shakespear wanted Romeo and Juliet to be? Maybe... Who knows? Furthermore, who gives a fuck! Who? Really? We need it, We need to know it, and John Lennon said so.

THE END.