Today has been an awkward day. I, actually, have not seen most of the day itself, per se, but rather, slept through the normal waking hours that most of us confide our business in. Reasons as to why this day has been spent wiling away the hours on a couch with the blankets over my head: Can't say, won't say, and I am not really allowed to say. What I will say, though, is that I am completely and genuinely terrified. This ordeal could swallow me whole, and leave nothing but a shell of a man! Sadly, it most likely will. Oh well... All we have in life is a choice? Well, there a few things that we don't have control over. Such as, being born and breathing, but other than that we do what we do and bend over backwards from the boons or consequences. Either, or.
"The bear went over the mountain. The bear went over the mountain. The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see..."
-Old wive's tale.
I think you should do what comes naturally. You know, like breathing? So breathe, keep your head up, and walk. Face whatever it is that has you so terrified. Knowing you, as well as I do, which isn't very well actually, I would have to conclude that it's woman realted and that you're probably being very silly.
ReplyDeleteSo, whether it's love or curious spelunking/rock climbing bears, you're probably more afraid of it than you should be. :p