FUCK IT ALL

How many more of my post titles will contain the word fuck? It is an amazing word...

TODAY, as it is now, and has been, since it stopped being yesterday, is the first day of weekend of work. I get to either ask for a ride there, or strap myself to my bicycle and pedal my brains off for about ten miles. It is a great and tiresome, also usually boring, rarely dangerous, journey. The only thing that brightens this four days of seemingly endless drudgery is the fact that I get to see Rachel. (She is, for all intents and purposes my girlfriend, but referring to her as such belittles my feelings for her and her in general, really...) I do get paid on Friday, which is usually something to look forward to, but I didn't work all last weekend due to the fact that there was 'no shift Friday, Saturday, or Sunday,' so my check will be...about $30. This brings into question, I'd say, which is worth more? Money, or the time spent last weekend doing absolutely nearly nothing? The obvious choice is, obviously, the obvious choice.

I would also like to mention that last.fm has changed my life. It has inspired me to fill my hard drive with new and intriguing, wondrous aural oddities... Perhaps, I will tell you about them sooner or late.

Mountains made of steam, Thy will be done!

Fuck Politics.

I used to think that the government should help... It should provide for it's citizens and give them things like health care, education, and financial aid if absolutely needed. But, now I am beginning to think, 'Why do we, as 'citizens' need government at all?' My rather simple and, largely uneducated estimate is that we need government because there are too many of us under one roof. This theoretical 'roof' that I am talking about is the United States. Why are we all lumped under this one nation ruled by a huge, faceless, overbearing central government? Now, you may cry 'Democracy!', but how many of you can really say you feel connected to your senators and congressmen and the decisions they make or the legislation they pass, let alone know who they even are... We need government because our communities are disconnected, we live isolated lives, ignoring our neighbours, and our main goal in life is to achieve the "American Dream"... If we came together as a real community, shared resources, and made up our own minds about what want and need to survive we wouldn't need much of a government at all. What I am really getting at is FUCK AMERICA! LIVE IN THE WOODS!

Kinda related I think...

Dunno yet. I just started watching it.

Here is the rest of it.

This, is an outrage.

Sometimes my mind is blown; just completely enraged at the world. It breaks my head in two all the time, and all I want to do is not be here. The fucking everything doesn't work. It beats and beats and beats, the beast, over and over until there is nothing to eat. I mean eat and beat? Same difference right? You've all got your wheels and your fumes and you take and make what you want. You don't look at what you had or even ever really what you've got. Buying and selling the World you don't own. In fact, swallow this, you don't own shit. You are completely empty and broke. Wear your hats, make your love, follow death, fear it too, and when you get there and see it holding your hand... Ask not what God can do for your country, but what has God done? Or even, is God you? Or Satan, same and the won... Make believe it's not your fault. Tell them you care, but you just had to pay your bills. You'd like to give them back their hands and their childhood and no one is all evil right? But, what the fuck do I know. I am just a scared shitty man like you tucked away in his room only wanting a way out.


The moral of the story is...stop buying shit and live in the woods.

Video games have taken over my life!

Monster Hunter is the single most addictive thing I have experienced in the last...3 years? Aside from World of Warcraft. I have put over 200 hours into the game since starting it a few months ago. That amounts to something like 2 weeks straight? I hit dragons (moslty wyverns actually) with swords and capture them and make hats out of their skin. It is incredibly simple and unnecessarily complex. Japan loves it, and everybody knows they are the REAL master race. So, that obviously makes it awesome. Here's the wiki article...if you are interested.

Maybe I'll have something that is actually interesting to post soon...



P.S. My beard is getting massive!

Dude, fuck twitter.

Converge's new album seod suck. Their last two albums were close to amazing... Well, You Fail Me certainly was, in my opinion. Read Noam Chomsky. Make love. Get high. Fall dead. Or, whatever they say in The Great Deciever.