The suckery of it all...

Swirling maelstromities of STUPID people. STOP IT. INANE really is all this is, and why that is funny, only two other people will really know?

Cairless?

Simply put, this is how I like it.
Don't pine, or dote...or call.
It puts me off.
Let me be stand-offish.
It makes more sense to me.

I like my walls,
they are comforting.

Contradictorily, make sure I don't,
live to coldly.
I'll put myself in places that I can't,
see out of.
So, ummm...Lend me your sweater occasionally.

Is this how it works?

After a stint of 25-30 hours without sleep(I can't remember for the shit of it when I actually fell asleep) I have enjoyed a thorough full nights sleep. I am going to enjoy the sunrise, a sweet ass breakfast, and LOTS of thinking.

Good-morning me! Normalcy in sleep is the way to be!

I need $304.00. Buy my car...

III
The silence is where it starts,
with rambles in the brain
Tiraids(sp?) and swears.
Swirls similar to drunkenness,
Sometimes I think I enjoy this
more then I should care to.

So it goes?

I climbed the great wall this morning. You know, the one in China? Not the real China though... It was the abandoned one in Kissimmee that just happens to be a short drive from where I live. It was a destroyed and empty, elaborate, dirty, beautiful, graffittied, garden of defaced miniatures celebrating that largest, over-populated, and inhumane(?) country in Asia. Well maybe not the most inhumane... I hear horror stories about their hospitals though, and everyone is aware of their population control policy...

Aslo, unrelated verse.

I
The silence is where it starts.
The noise, the words, the teeth and mouth,
The clamored, roll of the brain's tongues?
Like sentences as Spanish 'r's
Like silent sounds craving to be out,
Like nervous tapping children who need attention.
This is where it starts.
This is where it stops.
This is not an art, it is a centering of thoughts.
This is plainly pasted here for all to read at my fear's expense,
In hopes of stopping all this quietness.


II
Hear ye, hear ye, brain I have!
Without you I am not hu-man!
Only animal, I am.
Like the straw-stuffed friend of Cowardly Li-anne!
So, do not turn yonself inside-out
Or my manliness may come into quest-yanne!

HATE

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE.


I hate this so much...

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What is this and how does it work?

Trial and error...
I guess.

Also, if you're interested this is me as well.

There will be more to come...I am a slow writer!